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ummm dunno who wrote this (vic? mich? haha saw it on ur blogs...) but i thought it was sad :((Now i regret my cockiness
My unwillingness to even look into your eyes
Mayb it's not...mayb its not cockiness its actually my lack of courage
i'm scared the words I LUV U would slip out of my mouth the moment i get caught in those eyes of urs.
.~.~.I LOVE the way u say 'good gurl' when i do what you like
I LOVE the way i can touch your face and make you smile
I LOVE how you ruffle my hair and then hold me so tight in ur arm till i cant breathe
I LOVE looking up to u, touching ur hand its a promise btwn juz u n me
I LOVE how you repeat what i say and then give me tt AMAZING SMILE
i LOVE it when you are SELFISH bcoz u keep me to urself :)
i h8 it how you do the same to so many other gurls and mayb i am just another in ur lyf...
i h8 it that you are wit her rite now
i h8 tt u tell me the truth about u and her making me feel i hav a chance
i h8 it when i see u walk with her and not by me
i h8 u so much coz ure not MINE...
i h8 it when ure around coz i cant be myself
i h8 it tt we're juz frenz, just friends and might 4eva hav to be fren
i h8 it how u r so perfect and i actually..cant bring myself to hating u..
i h8 it how i hafto pretend i dun care anymore =(
i h8 it when you give me hope, then shut me down completely
i h8 it tt i m so nervous around u...
i h8 thinking of u even during eng, sose, maths, sci and all my other classes..!
i h8 how u tear my heart every FUCKING day
i h8 it how u dno how i feel..n u dno me at all
i h8 the way u look at me, knowing tt i wld die for u
i h8 the way i treat you, bcoz when ure not ard i cant breathe
i h8 it when u treat me lyk i dont mean anything
i LOVE how u look into my eyes as if u're looking into my heart
i LOVE how u made me laugh even though my heart was wrenching in pain
i LOVE every sec with u ALONE
I LOVE the way you are..but yet, smtimes u being wat u r irritates me
I LOVE the way my heart flutters everytime i see you
I LOVE it when u stayed up all nite juz to wish me happy birthday at 12
i h8 u for being the person who always melts my heart
i h8 the way u think i dun care
i LOVE u for making me believe
i LOVE how i was the one u wud ring everynite
i h8 missing u
i h8 it how everytime i think we're over, u make me fall bak in luv
i h8 it how im invisible to u
i h8 it how i wait 4 u n u juz neva come
i h8 the way u think i want to when i dun
i h8 it how u walk straight pass me and dun even notice me
i h8 it how i dun die from pain when i look at u
i h8 it how i luv u so much more than how much u luv me
i h8 u coz ure an ASSHOLE
.~.~.~.
i miss it when it was juz u n me
i thot u were my fairytale, my dream when im not slping
.~.~.
i luv u so much tt i can neva figure out y i h8 u so much tt i remember every single thing u do n say. ....*sniff* cud 1 of u pls tell me who wrote this?
[Lol i was going to just post the poem and not do a proper update-post but what the heck. i am BORED]Freak. just got exam results back on Monhahahaaa failed in chem .....err passed in all other subjs but not that great marks. around 60s, and 70s?quite proud of my IC one, i worked rly hard for it and it paid off! =) 27% increase since last semester's mark! hurrraaayy!mmm wat else...human biol? lol not too bad, it was the slackest lesson of the day, we didnt even go thru our papers properly, just got our papers and grades back and talked for the rest of the lessonumm lol didnt even show up for art, went to the book exchange instead, to give lys' mum her IC paper with sarahgot my RE letter back hahahah 'C'! woohoo.... you know what she wrote? "You talked about protection in here but you did not mention protection from 'emotional impact'" oh i'm sorry.
i didn't know we were supposed to have sum experience in this or have a psychology degree to do this letter?
haha and the Sunday Times wrote an article about the RE course at our sch! i literally saw this wen i turned a page:"PRIVATE SCHOOL URGES BIZARRE NO-SEX LETTERS"hahahha 'bizarre'...
omg they even hav an article about it on a Kiwi website lol http://www.stuff.co.nz/4310010a4560.htmlhaha i wonder whose parents they are...i need to buy bekka a bday present...anyone know how much the Escada Sunset Heat perfume is???*sigh*...was just reading thru REALLY old emails from like yr 7/8, when i'd just moved here...wow.....i'm getting all nostalgicmade me rmbrall the bullshit reb used to make up ('John Green' for sta, and surprisingly he had green eyes and he lived in Australia; "ben's email" for me[turned out to be her posing as him], her saying that I have a hot, rich boyfriend and i didnt want to be friends with everyone back home anymore cus i was too good for them...)drinking beer at sta's house during CNY hahahaathe latest gossip/news everyone wud share with me (and also their fears and doubts) "CCM said this! Ele said that! R U STILL FRENZ WIT US? Reb said that you said this! This happened! She's such a loser! ____ LIKES ME!!Who told u that I like ____??If he asks u, say that i only liked him until there was a rumour that he liked ____!!How dare she say that! They splashed water on her in the toilet! Haha! [actual quote] EL, RR and SY almost got sent 2 Mr.Lee"Receiving endless emails n replies from em =PGoing thru an email-drought from everyone else bcos of UPSRSta's stories about ashley (especially in the science lab in Pr. 6)Me n sta sharing what we like in boys (hair, eye colour etc etc) hahahaaSelf composed stories from evonneFrequent "I MISS YOUUUU COME BACK SOOON"sAnd then.......after a few yrs, all of us just kinda......stopped emailing....it makes me sad to think that times would never be like that again, we're all far too different people now.well anyways, sorry this post was so long and sorry it was so sappy and boring with all the memories and stuffgtg to bed now, it's 2-freaking-amtata!
PS i hate doing german with passion
